September 2, 2009

Endo is Back

And here I am, absent from this blog for a while but still without child in my womb.

Truth be told, there has been a lot going on in life right now, and I wonder if I've take on too much. Running a Kindergarten, househunting (trying to break the rental cycle), trying for a baby... sometimes it all feels like too much at once and something will have to give.

My naturopath visits have been going really well, and it's almost as if she is my emotional support right now... more and more I have been confiding in her my hopes and my fears.

I've been in denial for the past couple of months about my health, and am sad to say that my endometriosis has now returned. Painful symptoms are back (the old daily ovulation-style pains, along with excrutiating pains for the first 2-3 days of my cycle, ascending up almost into my abdomen/diaphragm. Absolutely crushing news, as I really didn't want to have to go down the western medical route again for endometriosis management.

My husband (and several friends) have commented that perhaps it's time to give the natural route the flick and see a fertility specialist - it's been almost a year now since we started our TTC journey.

I'm devestated. :(

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